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Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • Courage

    The week has finally culminated on a high note. Chinese A's, injections, OP. God has seen me through every one of them!

    So this week was all about courage. Had to face every single one of them.

    Chinese A's was sucky. Many said it was damn hard, but for me, hard or not hard, i still wouldn't understand everything fully. But i really tried my best. So it's up to God now. It's either pass or.. CLB :(

    Injections was kinda fun though, it was like some school excursion trip to TTSH haha. It all happened in a blink of an eye anw, the pain was fleeting, and i guess there was moral support. Hah i made weird noises when they injected me.

    The whole week was super busy cause of OP. I think we faced many problems before the actual day, even on that day, the projector and the sound system almost couldn't work for us. It was always only us! How frustrating! But by the grace of God it was okay in the end. Then the day before we had 2 rehearsals, and i forgot my lines for both! How depressing! I wondered if I'd be able to rmb everything on the actual day..

    And it could only get better right? With loads of encouragement, i think my group did exceptionally well. Also, we prayed before that too! And i managed to remember everything and it was really my best presentation i put in. It was really by the grace of God, thankkk God! Was so damn happy. During my presentation, jasper kept nodding his head, and i realised he did that for almost every speaker. Haha so encouraging right. So when it was other people's turn i also tried to do the same. I hope everyone does well!

    There were also so many others things in the week that had to do with courage, not just the exams and injections alone. I just feel that i'm not plucking enough courage, and all i need to mask it is a confident look on my face. But i don't like facades. From afar, i know, i'm not doing enough. I want to break out, step out of my comfort zone. Just like how i've encouraged a friend of mine to do so.

Sunday, 01 November 2009

  • Trials

    3 major trials this week:

    1. Chinese A's (tomorrow!)

    2. Injections (wednesday, scary much!)

    3. OP (after friday it'll be finallyfinallyfinally over)

    I know God will definitely see me through all these trials and obstacles and also with the moral support of friends.

Saturday, 31 October 2009

  • Real

    Got selected to go cambodia yesterday! Thank God for answering prayer! But like there were a few friends either not on the list or on the reserve list. Thinking of asking teacher to put johnny in, who is in the reserve's, since like some are pulling out of the trip. Ah i want them to go as badly as i want to! Cause isn't it the company that makes these kind of trips memorable? Haha but there are other friends going also la, we'll prolly bring soccer ball there too :p injection's on wednesday, damn scared! hahaha.

    Found out that sometimes God's best for you isn't what you think it is for yourself. You think that the circumstances have to turn out this way for things to work out right, but God always has other plans you least expect. Like i want this to happen this way, but God doesn't allow it, and i've so little faith to believe that it can happen another way. Sigh i've got to trust in You more, i will. I guess i have to let Him have His own way in me and i shouldn't be caught up in planning ahead for myself but leave it to God. I'm seriously overthinking.

    Filming group presentation video for PW at my house was so damn fun today! Plus we were super efficient in getting our work done than before. God's grace has been so evident in all our PW stuff we did, like OP presentations, and today, it's certainly not by chance that we did so well. And i'm blessed with such great members, yay couldn't have asked for better mates. Thank God today turned out so well, and if the soundtrack for our video were to be published it would sell like hotcakes! Cause the songs are niceee like miceee. And the videos too! Haha can't wait. I hope esther will do a good job in editing the video, i've run through with her already. Good job guys!

    One step at a time, i'll show you just how much He can be real to you, just as He's real to me :)

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Thursday, 29 October 2009

  • For one more week

    Yesterday i had dinner with lester aka team captain all because i had to return him some stuff he left in my place -.- but it was fun, he talked about how he crashed like different jcs' orientation and got caught once haha! Really v hilarious. Felt super guilty that i made him wait for about 1 hour cause i overslept lolol. It's true that the nearer you stay, the later you'll get there. ;) Oh and we saw kumar at the 3-monkeys cafe. He looks super freaky!

    Today was quite awesome. After school ended, headed to PS to meet amanda, kwee, yiqing and nicole to buy stuff for rhema. It was great talking to them again, cause like i haven't really seriously talked to them in a long while since maybe children's church or sec 1? And i'm the only one not in the Twisters cell but we got along so well. Haha it was super fun walking through spotlight, daiso etc and had cafe cartel and yami yogurt. Rhema's gonna be so much fun this year! Then headed to lynnette's place in the evening to throw her a surprise party and i think i just reached home only an hour ago. Cool stuff (Y) anw i didn't get caked so badly :)

    The OP date's been released. i think S04,5,6 are all on 6th Nov, the first day of OP?! That's so damn early and my group is sooo inefficient, sucks ttm. I really hope to get the video done soon, and with chinese around the corner, the stress is kicking in. Time is running out! Which reminds me, this stress will last me for only one more week, so keep persevering!

    I feel so naggy at times, sometimes as naggy as my soccer captain or my mom, but i always have to keep chasing my groupmates to go go chop chop get the work done done when i'm not even the group leader. My group is sooo phlegmatic. But i still like the people in my group, really thankful for them. I will keep pressing on.

    I think the list of people going cambodia will be out tmr too! Prayyyyyy. And why should i worry? For if i seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, all these things will be given to me as well right. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

  • Tuesdays

    Today i ended super early at 10am! But i couldn't go off as my group had to edit finish our WR before i sent it in for printing today near my mom's office at cheenatown. So screwed, after my group members edited the final time they didn't check for layout so when i sent it for printing there were 63 pages which were screwed! It was like 50 cents per copy yo, and i had to stand at the shop and edit on the spot! =( Thank God the uncle was super gracious not to charge me extra. He's the bomb man, and his young daughter is super smart and capable at handling the computer. All of yall, pay up 6 bucks to me!

    On a lighter note, i went with christine on a secret mission to hunt for something at westmall, hoho. mingjie cabbed so we tagged along :p it was super fun though! Almost went home before forgetting i was supposed to print WR! Then bumped into mayvin and wy on the way, haha the holland gang.

    I just noticed that i cabbed thrice today. Morning (cause titus' leg was injured), afternoon and night. Never done it before. Get well soon titus!

    The bus never came and i waited for a cab really long after my haircut, by then it was already 9 plus. That's not the point, anw in the cab i was suddenly reminded that sharing the gospel can be done in many ways. So i just dropped some thankyou card i had in my wallet which had a few bible verses on salvation at the backseat when i left. Well faith as small as a mustardseed can move mountains right? Anyway i always thought i could get jailed for doing this haha, i doubt so, but it'll be the coolest way to wind up in jail though. :D

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